...

i am full of nothingness
and i am unsure what is stopping me from being swallowed whole by my sadness... :(

the past few days, i have tried to reach out to many people. just to chat. to feel. not quite so empty feeling ... everyone is busy. it's the world we live in. a state of hectic busy'ness.

feeling friendless. feeling. very alone.

it has not been a good week. it's been draining. tiring. exhausting. it isnt improving.
tomorrow. i shall try again. reach out, and see - if anyone is free for the contact, i silently yearn :/